Tough

August 16 & 17

Miles: 17 & 12 (2009/2189– Over 2000 miles!)

Location: Avery Memorial Campsite

Weather: Breezy and cool, going to be chilly tonight

Complaint of the Day: My knees are quite sore after some serious ups and downs the last couple of days. Straight up, then straight down– hundreds if not thousands of feet. Tonight is an Advil kind of night.

Second day in a row that I hiked later than I normally do just to get a few more miles in. It didn’t help a whole lot that I had to spend a couple of hours in town (Stratton, ME) getting groceries and picking up my new shoes. I am tired. Thankfully the trail starts to get much flatter tomorrow. Maybe then I will have the energy to write more.

Lucking Out

August 14 & 15

Miles: 17 and 16

Location: Poplar Ridge Shelter

Weather: Yesterday was quite good all day. Today was very nice for most of the day until the pouring rain hit after I got to the shelter.

Complaint of the day: The trail is supposed to be getting easier by now. It really isn’t. It’s not as terrible as it was, but it still is quite challenging. Slow going.

First, yesterday: it was a long and difficult day, but I got farther than I thought I would. I considered stopping at 4:00 when I came to a nice shelter at a pond with a nice gravely beach. It would have been nice to spend a couple of hours swimming and getting cleaner, but I have miles to make. I pushed on a few more miles to another campsite. I didn’t finish hiking until almost 6:30 PM and was exhausted, but I felt glad to have pushed myself. Also of note yesterday is the sweet trail magic I got when I crossed the road. A couple of Angels were set up making burgers and hot dogs along with sodas and junk food for hikers. Very nice.

Today was supposed to be a shorter and frustrating day. I didn’t buy as much food as I should have back in Andover, so I was going to need to go into the town of Rangely for supplies. And seeing as how the town is 9 miles from the trail, I wasn’t looking forward to trying to get a hitch. But I got lucky. There was a hostel just a quarter mile down the road. I went there thinking I might ask them for a shuttle, but I saw that they had a “hiker box” there filled with free stuff that other hikers have left behind. I found enough free food for two dinners and a couple of snacks, which is all I need to get to the next town which is closer to the trail.  

Since I didn’t have to go to town, I saved quite a bit of time and was able to get farther down the trail. Even with the several peaks I had to cross over I still finished 16 miles. I got to this shelter about 5:00 and briefly considered pushing on another two miles to the next spot, but I was done. It was a good choice. Twenty minutes after I set up in the shelter, the rain started pouring.  Good choice to stay here. 

Lucking Out

August 14 & 15

Miles: 17 and 16

Location: Poplar Ridge Shelter

Weather: Yesterday was quite good all day. Today was very nice for most of the day until the pouring rain hit after I got to the shelter.

Complaint of the day: The trail is supposed to be getting easier by now. It really isn’t. It’s not as terrible as it was, but it still is quite challenging. Slow going.

First, yesterday: it was a long and difficult day, but I got farther than I thought I would. I considered stopping at 4:00 when I came to a nice shelter at a pond with a nice gravely beach. It would have been nice to spend a couple of hours swimming and getting cleaner, but I have miles to make. I pushed on a few more miles to another campsite. I didn’t finish hiking until almost 6:30 PM and was exhausted, but I felt glad to have pushed myself. Also of note yesterday is the sweet trail magic I got when I crossed the road. A couple of Angels were set up making burgers and hot dogs along with sodas and junk food for hikers. Very nice.

Today was supposed to be a shorter and frustrating day. I didn’t buy as much food as I should have back in Andover, so I was going to need to go into the town of Rangely for supplies. And seeing as how the town is 9 miles from the trail, I wasn’t looking forward to trying to get a hitch. But I got lucky. There was a hostel just a quarter mile down the road. I went there thinking I might ask them for a shuttle, but I saw that they had a “hiker box” there filled with free stuff that other hikers have left behind. I found enough free food for two dinners and a couple of snacks, which is all I need to get to the next town which is closer to the trail.  

Since I didn’t have to go to town, I saved quite a bit of time and was able to get farther down the trail. Even with the several peaks I had to cross over I still finished 16 miles. I got to this shelter about 5:00 and briefly considered pushing on another two miles to the next spot, but I was done. It was a good choice. Twenty minutes after I set up in the shelter, the rain started pouring.  Good choice to stay here. 

Almost Normal

August 13

Miles: 15 (1947/2189)

Location: Stealth camping along the trail

Weather: Brief rain shower in the morning, but quite nice after that

Complaint of the Day: Too much food? I had another really big meal at the hostel for breakfast this morning and the owners even bagged some of the leftovers for me for lunch. That is awesome, except I already had more than enough food to get me to Rangely, the next town. And I won’t have enough food to make it all the way to Stratton. So now I am just carrying extra food weight for no good reason. Terrible, terrible problem.

Today almost felt normal. After eating a big breakfast at the hostel and getting a shuttle to the trail, I was back to hiking. And while the trail was tough (and extremely tough in some stretches) it was totally reasonable. As my fellow hiker Song Bird said, today was the first day in a long time that I feel like I hiked the number of miles that I actually hiked. Life makes sense again! And none too soon. August is half over and I still have well over 200 miles to go. Hopefully the trail goes back to being fairly flat and easy soon so I can make some miles. 

Whooped 

August 10 & 11

Miles: 14 & 10

Location: “The Cabin” hostel in Andover, ME

Complaint of the day: Really tough trail

I did not write yesterday, so I need to write tonight, but I am exhausted so you won’t get much. The last two days have been absurdly tough. I have done only 24 miles in two days but it took all that I had. I originally had no intention of staying at a hostel tonight, but some fellow hikers had made reservations at this place and I was really happy to join them. 

Tomorrow we are going to try slack packing. The trail should be easier, but will it be easy enough to actually complete the 21 miles we will be attempting? I am a little skeptical, but willing to attempt it. Bring on the pain.

Addendum:
This is the Muhoosic Notch. Or at least one small part of it. This massive jumble of very large boulders is actually part of the trail. It goes on and on like this for a full mile. We had to climb over and around and through gaps between them. It took me a full two hours to finish the one mile. It was a ton of fun, but also a little scary at times. I don’t recommend attempting this stretch when the rocks are wet. 

Aching

August 9

Miles: 15 (1898/2189— less than 300 miles to go!)

Location: Trident Col Campsite

Weather: Quite nice

Complaint of the Day: Everything hurts. The Whites just beat me up. 

Things finally got a little easier today. I started the day climbing up yet another small peak, but that mess was finished by 10:00. Shortly after that the trail flattened and smoothed out considerably for a couple of miles. It looked glorious. I tried to open up my stride and finally get my pace back up like I’ve been dreaming of for days, but I found I couldn’t. My knees just didn’t want to move that fast any more. So even though the trail was easy, I was still making terrible time, just shuffling along. Once I got to camp, I took several Advil. 

We are officially out the White Mountains, but things won’t get easy right away. Southern Maine is supposedly just about as tough as the Whites. Hopefully I can get through this mess pretty soon. I am really looking forward to some flat trails again.

Frustrated

August 8

Miles: 13 (1883/2189)

Location: Imp Campsite

Weather: Cloudy, cool, occasional drizzle, but pretty decent overall

Complaint of the Day: The Whites are really pissing me off. The trail is absurdly difficult and borderline dangerous in numerous points. The trail crews here seem morally opposed to basic trail infrastructure like rebar handholds or carved steps to help hikers deal with steep rock faces. At one point I literally had to take my pack off and tie a rope to it so I could climb up a rock wall and then drag my pack up after me. And even then I had a nervous time trying to get up the wall. And I have experience with rock climbing. 

Yesterday I took a much needed day off in Gorham. I had been averaging well less than 10 miles a day, but I was still just exhausted. It was my first zero day since Harper’s Ferry and only my fifth zero overall, so I won’t feel guilty about it. It felt really good to just sit around and watch movies all day on a couch. 

Today I got a shuttle back to the trail and was hiking before 8:00. But I was again hiking slow. The trail/bouldering route went straight up the side of the mountain. I only had to go 13 miles today, but it took me the entire day to do it. I was literally just crawling across the rock for large sections of the trail. This section of the trail is really frustrating. I will be very happy to get out of this crap soon.

On two separate occasions today people asked me what my goal is for finishing the trail. When I told them that I hope to be done by August 28, both times they responded by saying “Oh, man. You better hurry!” And I better. I had this all figured out. As of last week I was doing fine. All I had to do was average 10 miles a day through the Whites and then I would only have to do 14 miles a day for the rest of the trail. No sweat. I might have even been able to finish a day or two early. But now after being forced to crawl through the Whites, everything is in flux. I now have to average well over 15 miles a day between here and Katahdin to finish on time. And things aren’t going to get any easier for the next couple of days. This is so effing frustrating. 

More Than We Could Chew

August 12

Miles: 10

Location: “The Cabin” in Andover, ME

Weather: Foggy morning, but otherwise very nice

Complaint of the Day: My shoes are starting to fall apart. My first pair lasted 1200 miles. These haven’t even lasted 700. Goes to show how rough the Whites have been on my feet (and the rest of me)

I am hanging out today with a trail family that I have been hiking around for a week or two (Trail Names: Mantis, Tea Leaves, Family Size, Song Bird, and Cash). I’m not really part of their group, but I am happy to hang with them every for a while. The group of us had really ambitious plans for today. We knew that attempting 21 miles after spending most of the last week struggling to do more than 8 or 9 would be tough. But then we knew that the trail would be getting easier now that we are on the edge of the White Mountains and because our loads would be much lighter with the hostel slack packing us. It sounded tough but doable.

It was a nice plan, but unrealistic. The trail was indeed significanly easier today, but I would still rate it as “Challenging”. This is a big improvement over “Who the hell decided this quaified as a trail?!?” that we have been dealing with for most of the last week, but it is still too difficult to pump out 20 miles, especially with our bodies still sore from the beating that the Whites have given us. I would have loved to have done more than the 10 miles that we did, but that wasn’t an option. The road crossed the trail at 10 miles and at 20. Doing a reasonable 15 miles wasn’t possible. So we quit early. But that allowed us all time to go shopping for groceries, do laundry, and take naps during the afternoon. All good and necessary things. 

This hostel, though… Wow. I only ended up here when the other, more well know place in town, ran out of space before I got there. But this place is awesome. It doesn’t look special from the outside, but the owners– an old retired couple named Honey and Bear– are super nice and generous. And they feed us REALLY well. So much food. And they don’t charge much. They don’t operate the hostel for money, they do it because they love hikers. 

Tomorrow I am going to really try to get some real miles in, but I have nothing planned. I have largely stopped trying to make plans because these mountains just laugh at them.

Risking and Resting

August 5

Miles: 7

Location: Madison Springs Hut

Weather: Cloudy, cold, and windy; then rainy then really crappy

Complaint of the Day: Short day after short day after less than long day… I am going nowhere fast. Can’t really be helped, though.

The weather forecast for today was actually worse than yesterday, but I didn’t really care. I needed to get moving. A bunch of us got going up the mountain before 6:30 this morning, figuring that the safest weather up and over the mountain would be before noon. Our assumption proved correct, but our weather was still fairly crummy. The important thing is though that no one got hypothemia and no one got struck by lightning, so our hike this morning was a total success.

There was one scary point while hiking today. My foot slipped while trying to climb down a steep, slick hill and I fell pretty good. I managed to roll at least once and swear at least twice before a couple of small trees stopped my momentum.  Once I managed to untangle myself, I stood up to survey the scene. It was then I realized how bad things could have been. If those small trees hadn’t been right there, I would have kept rolling right over a cliff and would have fallen a solid 15 vertical feet. Thankfully I escaped my fall relatively unscathed. One of my trekking poles is a little more been than it was, but I never expected to finish this hike with two healthy poles anyway. 

We made it to Madison Springs Hut around 11:00, about 20 minutes after it started pouring rain. From there, my options were to either keep hiking in the cold blowing rain down a steep hill for three more miles to a campsite where I would have to set up my tent in the rain or to simply stay in the lodge and do work-for-stay again. I did not want to stop after such a short day again, but I REALLY did not want to hike down a super steep hill in a cold rain storm. So I again am staying in one of the lodges. I have spent the entire afternoon sitting around in the dining room and helping to clean out their refrigerator to earn my keep. 

Tomorrow the weather looks much better. Windy, but dry. Currently my plan is to push out about 14 miles tomorrow and do what I can to actually feel like I am accomplishing something. 

At the Mercy of the Mountain

August 6

Miles: 8

Location: Goram, NH (via Pinkam Notch)

Weather: I’m tempted to say “The worst hiking weather imaginable” but I’m an Alaskan with a pretty good imagination, so let’s just go with really cold (mid-30’s), really windy (40 mph at least), pretty wet (sideways drizzle), and very limited visibility (maybe only 50 ft for much of it)

Complaint of the Day: The weather suuuuucked. Scary bad. 

I have a bit of a confession to make. After the first couple of days in the White Mountains, a small, tiny and messed up part of myself was almost disappointed with how perfect the weather had been. I had heard so many cool stories about how ridiculously bad the weather could be up here. Hikers dealing with hurricane force winds, torrential rain, sleet, hail, hypothemia, eyelashes freezing together… All the people who told stories like that seemed like such awesome badasses. I felt like I was missing an important part of my thru hiker experience by having such great weather. Like all my stories would be lacking something. I don’t have that feeling anymore. 

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“Sometimes you just gotta take what the mountain allows you to”– fellow hiker Woodpile in a strangely philosophical moment for him

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I woke up this morning on the dining room floor of the hut listening to the sound of the wind howl outside. It didn’t sound great. But at least it wasn’t raining! We all packed up our gear and waited for the weather forecast to come over the radio before committing to anything decision. As  we assumed, the forcast called for low temperatures and high winds, limited visibility and a little rain up near the peaks where we were, but much warmer and calmer down lower in elevation. That seemed reasonable. We only had two miles to go across the high exposed ridgeline before dropping down a steep hill into the safety of the treeline. The cold wind would not be fun, but we could handle it. I put on my warmest clothes and headed out the door with a small group of other hikers: Planner, Brown Sugar, and Shiver. I had hoped that we would be able to stick together across the tough part, but Planner and Brown Sugar took the lead and were soon hiking quite a bit faster than Shiver or I could. They were in a hurry to meet their other friends and left us behind. Shiver was struggling to hike over the rocks and she told me I could hike on ahead of her as well, but I told her we were sticking together. There were three big reasons for this: first, I was hardly able to hike any faster than she was; second, Shiver is a young and inexperienced hiker I would have felt bad leaving her alone by herself; and third, I would not have felt safe hiking out in those conditions by myself. I was happy to have her with me, even if she barely knew what she was doing at times. 

The terrain ended up being worse than I thought. The ridge we had to climb up on to was much steeper and rockier than anticipated. But more importantly, the weather was much worse than I thought. It was really cold, pretty wet, and REALLY windy. Crazy windy. There were many times when I had to stop trying to find a way to move forward just so I could brace myself enough to avoid being blown backwards or sideways. 

Shiver and I hiked, climbed, and crawled our way forward, inching our way over the peak of Mt Madison towards the safety of the treeline. After about an hour of this Shiver said she needed a break to get some warmer clothes on. We found a large-ish boulder to hide behind as Shiver dug thru her bag. It was then I realized just how cold she was. She was truly earning her trail name. She was shaking pretty hard. And that isn’t surprising considering that she had left the hut wearing only a tank top and a rain jacket. She had somehow worried that she would sweat too much if she wore any more clothes. Also, she did not have any rain pants with her. As she sat down and struggled just to get her fleece jacket on, I realized that she was becoming hypothermic. At that point my wilderness medicine training kicked in and Shiver became my patient as much as my hiking partner. I had her eat something (I actually shoved the granola bar in her mouth when she tried to say she didn’t need it.) We needed to keep moving both to get closer to the safety of the trees, but also just to produce some more body heat to keep her from getting any colder. 

Thankfully about that time another hiker, Sweetheart, showed up. Sweetheart can be a bit arrogant at times– but he is very experienced in hiking in Alpine mountains and he could see we needed help. He took the lead and gave Shiver some advice for how to manuever more efficiently over the rocks. With his help we were able to gain a little speed, but we were still moving very slowly. It ended up taking us over two hours to cross the two miles from the hut to the tree line where we finally found some solace from the wind. We scrambled down the hill for a few more minutes before Shiver needed a break. She sat down and just shook for a while, partially from the cold but more from the relief of finally being past the worst if it. After eating more snacks we continued down the trail. It was still almost 6 miles back to the road. It was still slow going, but it wasn’t scary any more. Shiver was fine, if not exhausted. We were all exhausted by the time we got to the road. 

I originally held out hope that I would be able to push on past the road and finally do some real miles today, but that simply wasn’t happening. I made a phone call and ended up getting a bunk at a local hostel. And I think I may even take the day off tomorrow. 

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With all the other exciment today, I almost forgot to mention another really cool thing that happened today: I saw a pine marten! I actually saw two pine marten! My first pine martens ever! They were adorable! I believe I have seen every member if the North American weasel family now.